Moody Day

I always try to fill my days with happiness, and laughter. I think I am strong enough to be able to carry my daily routines, and yet this morning I cried silently watching a mom played with her 4 year old kid....I saw them at the elevator in Bethesda station, and it reminds me of how I am longing to have a child of my own, in my age that is not young anymore...

I can have everything, an ideal career, husband who cares deeply for me, a loving family, but yet, the thought of not being able to have a child of my own still haunts me...I thought I can be that strong when it comes to facing my reality of not having a baby yet...I thought I am a fighter, but yet I was devastated seeing a happy mom with her kid..

I could not say that life is not fair...Life is fair, is that, not all people could deserve the most....

If I am given the options, I may end my career after the post....dunno...lets see whats written in the stars....

Hi from Washington DC!

Hi! I'm currently living in Washington DC now, the capital of the US, which many people find it interesting, vis a vis, dull! Haha! DC is no comparison to New York....it is much quiter than NY, but its convenient, lots of good restaurants, 'cool' (as labeled by Fortune as the coolest city in the US 2014)....;)

I arrived in DC during harsh winter, it was soo cold, and, harsh....nothings good about DC at that time...unfriendly, cold, and not easy to live....But when Spring came, it started to brighten up, and I can see so many beautiful and historical buildings near my area, The Embassy Row, and many more places...! Its vibrant, and alive, and has many great locations to spend your weekends. It has landmarks (White House, Capitol Hills and National Mall), as well as other places (memorials, countless museums, free and charged), an Old City of Georgetown, huge parks inside the city (Road Creeks). Not to mention numerous historical houses to be visited (Woodrow Wilson"s house, George Washington, you name it!). If you love history and great architectures, come to DC...

I will be living here until mid 2017, and I promise to make my time to visit these places, what more could you ask for other than an opportunity to be able to live in the capital of the world?